I dont know why I keep finding myself comparing Yogya to Jakarta most of the time. Whenever things get hard I often blame it on the city, and then I regret leaving Jakarta a little, which is childish and not a very bright thing to do. But then I guess it's a normal thing, 3 years was quite a time to have Jakarta growing in me.
During the day I'd struggle going to campus and try hard not destroy my assignments on my way. living here has been quite a bumpy ride. Things weren't always smooth. I knew things can't always go smooth.I accepted the fact that life can get hard sometimes.
Weekends were boring, there's not many places to go (sebenerya ada but i cant found a good place as i can found it in jakarta), The stress and changes around me affected my days, my relationship, even my study. Until I was conscious that I am here to study.
I've wasted my years but then I knew time will not turn back. Might as well cherish what I have now, I realized being with the right people (I dont know my new friends right for me)is more important than being in the right places. I know this is my perfect timing to make the most out of life.
Apalagi abis baca kalimat terakhir di salah satu posting tentang malioboro http://intanxa.blogspot.com/ . After read those posting i should think 10000x times to join simak UI this years and Leaving all memories in Yogyakarta.
I should appreciate everything what i got from Allah SWT. Maybe this is his way to coloring my life with different place, people and culture.
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