19yo!

11 july 2013, i'm officially 19th years old. I realize that this year will be the last year of being teenager. Every birthdays are a reminder for me to take a short pause and looking back at what I've been doing for the past years in my life, and looking forward to plan what I want to be in the future. Dad  asks me to write my dreams & goals in my diary, he taught me to be focus and stay committed to it until it comes true. This year my mom wishes that i can past my study about 3,5 years, it means i should work hard more than what i did before.  Can't believe i will be "kepala dua" next year but i'm so grateful of having everything in my new age. I hope good things still longer with me and absolutely i can be more better than who i'm before. So many wishes come to my birthday and i hope Allah SWT will grant all the wishes. Thank you for my mom, dad, sisters and my lil brother. Thank you for all my friend, Relly  Kurniawan for being first person who gave me birthday wishes, thank you for Laras, Ica, Amal, Nurul , Sinta , my friend in 25 senior high school and also my collage friends. Can't describe how happy i'm of being 19 years old. Thank you guys for all wishes in twitter, bbm or facebook, you made my day!

Thank you for my lil brother who made this cutest doodling ever i had

Indonesia Youth Conference 2013

Menjadi bagian IYC 2013 menjadi salah satu harapan yang saya tulis di sebuah kertas wish list di awal tahun lalu. 6 july 2013 was a amazing day for my life. I got my new spirit in the middle of this year and IYC has changed my perspective. 30 pembicara hebat dan 1500 anak muda Indonesia berkumpul. Gedung Annex building menjadi bukti nyata bahwa masih banyak anak muda yang peduli dengan bangsanya sendiri. Kita pemuda adalah penggerak bangsa, 1500 pemuda yang meluangkan waktu mereka di hari libur untuk mendengar dan membakar semangat juang mereka untuk bangsa. 

Goodbye Freshman Years

Saying goodbye for freshmen year of collage, ya time flies so fast. I can't believe in 2nd month later i'll face my sophomore years. I'm always wondering, can i have lots of time to spend me time in liblary like i always did in 2nd term. I guess no, because ....... Ya I hate my self to take an opportunity without thinking carefully, you know what i mean.

Ya at least i've changed to be more mature in my action because i've looked toward more to the future and knowladge than the present. I know i have not turned into a complate adult who always make the right decisions and i have made a bad mistake in my freshman years of collage. Some bad choice here and there, i also still can't manage my time and spent my time for nothingless but i've managed to move on and learn for it. Some part of my action might not be completely mature yet, but i know that i have grown to be more than i was before. 

You know the things which i love the most in my freshman years in collage beside my transformation is i found my real friend in 2nd term, Prabaning Tyas. Thank you  for being my good listener. Thank you for all advices you always gave to me. Your advice always gave me a strength to catch my dreams. You are the only one who i had in jogja during my study here and you are the only one who always understand my self and appreciate what i did and what i get. I hope in sophomore years we can spend our time together in liblary, having body spa and hair treatment like we did yesterday and also having sushi party and going to bookstore together, Amin. I believe in Allah SWT  like the sine is risen, that we never be apart. No matter how hard my freshman years, i should be grateful. Despite i can't reach my goal in 1st term but every pieces of memories in fresmen years will merge as one and thats always will be a moment to remember.